I stood on my porch talking to my neighbor about the terrible state of the country. My computer bag weighed on my shoulder. I shifted to one foot and listened as he confirmed that he feels the same way. Then I walked down the driveway and drove to one of my favorite haunts.
Tucked in the back of the place, I eat a healthy dinner, scanning my e-mail and social media for the laments of others. And for a little good news.
The wide window lets the setting sun sear into the place. It warms me; the air conditioning here works a little too well. I drink my Power smoothie and think about the chores that I will either do or ignore when I return home. A sigh runs through me. Before I park the car for the night, I have to retrieve a prescription. Words fail me when I think of the raging viral battle that my body endures. But I breathe. A friend’s brother suffered a devastating heart attack and life support sustains him. The deaths this week in Minnesota, Texas, and Baton Rouge stand as a searing reminder of how fortunate I am, how petty the annoyances which I must navigate each day.
I have survived another day on earth. My son texted a picture of a smoothie that he made in the machine that I sent for his birthday. Tomorrow I will have coffee with a friend and make a home visit in the afternoon for one of my GAL cases. On Sunday, Jenna Munoz and I will meet to pick art for September’s Beer & BBQ Benefit for SAFEHOME and Rose Brooks Center. Afterwards, I will lunch at Brenda Dingley’s house and see her newly cleaned closets.
I have no grievances. It’s the evening of the eighth day of My [Never-Ending] Year Without Complaining. Life Continues.
Whether or not you believe in a divine entity, this song might soothe your soul: