I made a journey to 135th/Quivera today for the single purpose of recovering my beautiful bracelet from Jessica. With that secured from the lost-and-found at the store where I had tried on dresses three weeks ago, I headed back to the city.
The thirty-minute drive back home threatened to overwhelm me. I had eaten little, pressing my strength on chore after chore through the day. I realized that I had gotten peckish about 119th and Roe, just as I started to pass the McDonald’s. A jagged shudder ran through my body: this is the very McDonald’s to which my favorite curmudgeon and I would drive for ice cream cones after dinner at Houlihan’s. Want some dessert, honey? he’d say, and off we’d go.
I signaled to change lanes for an unexpected detour. Five minutes later, I drove out of the McDonald’s parking lot with cone in hand. A lightness passed through my body. Neither sugar nor the wheat of the cone appear on my allowed food list. But a smile danced on my face all the way home. Jay must be beaming down on me from paradise.
Sometimes you just need to treat yourself!